.do not cry if e sun sets at the end of e day.

sorry

2004-07-07T03:58:00.000-07:00

mabel:hope i noe the place i ask yoo to cum is here!!!...so yoo wanna noe why rite...i feel tt u r using mi b'coz whenever yoo wid chess n mi when yoo see caroline yoo will lyk...yoo will lyk try to not be close wid chess..aniwaei foget wat happen...realli sorry..but i noe is smmth abt caroline...if yoo carn rmb means i saying nonesense...sorry for accusing yoo...realli...but i juz rmb tt theres once i felt tt yoo were using mi...realli...haix...aniwae sorry for causing everything...everytime we dun tok is b'coz i didn't tok to yoo...i realli veri soory...i dun wanna type animore...i dunn wanna tear...ya..yoo tk care i noe tt dae yoo had gastric...beta eat...i mean realli beta eat...n i mean EAT..E-A-T!!!!....

i cried agn

2004-06-30T07:56:00.000-07:00

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
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hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!.......................i want to shout...shout shout shout....!!!!!!!!!!!

2004-06-23T22:11:00.000-07:00

"whhyy do we havve feelinggs
foor thhe wrongg persoon
whhyy do tearrs fall forr
someone whoo will nvrr be minee?
whyy do i miss someonee i neveer
will be widd?
itss justt sooo
disheartening
everyy morningg youu justt wakee upp
annd youu justt tinkk abbt it
uu justt dunn feel likee doingg anythingg.
wishhing youu wldd justt be numbb
justt youu wontt get hurrt
overr andd oveer agaain
nvrr wakedd upp frmm yourr sleep ):
anndd whyy wlddntt youu treasuuree
thhe ppplee closse to youu
whhenn they'ree nearr youu
owaeex theree
butt onlyy treasuure themm wheenn
theyy're gonee for goodd?
annd starrt cryyingg
and regrettingg?"

took this frm purse.
happy for her tt she has turn st8..is gd to be st8..i was st8..but dunn why..i juz feel "bi"..i dun wan to be "bi".why musti fall for her when she is so bloody "N"..argghhhhhhhhh....i hate this feelin..it juz SUCK!!!.

now u're in malaysia..n here i feel tt im missing u..i dun wan to miss u..arghhhh..y must i lyk u...i try not to lyk yoo..but everytime when my mind is empty u juz appear in my mind..everytime i see the time it will alwaes be eg. 12:28 .. n yes is 28..n tt's the time i will feel sad n blah blah blah..why whyn why??..i hate it i hate myself ... y must i fall for u... i dun wan to get close to yoo..but it seems tt during this june holidae..we hav been msging evertdae..but todae we hav stop..guess u noe my bill gonna bomb..haix....sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

i miss you

2004-06-23T07:53:00.000-07:00

u're gone n i tink im missing yoo.